All along, they were there for me. Every time I would have a sudden breakdown, they were there. Whenever I would feel alone and depressed, all I had to do was think about them, and suddenly everything's alright. I can't imagine my life without them. They've become such a big part of my life, and I can't imagine... to live in this world without Chi Yean,Li Yan & Pui Teng. I absolutely love them, and I wouldn't trade them for another set of friends. I'm very contented with them, and I couldn't ask for more. :D I'm sorry if lately I've been keeping a lot of things from you guys. Doing things by myself... without even telling you guys. I'm sorry. I'm sorry if sometimes I tend to become too distant that you guys don't know what's going on with me anymore. I regret not telling you guys everything that's wrong with me, and most of all I regret being so ill-tempered around you guys, who were just there to brighten up my day. I love you guys and I promise never to be like that anymore. :)

I've known Li Yan since form 1 but back then we were very distant. She didn't really think of me as a friend but more of like a "chee cheong kai" sitting nxt to her. As a result she always stayed away from me :( I mean, during form 1 I didn't really have much friends back then. Considering the fact that I still had some
attitude problems, and I was afraid, afraid that i would be a loner and I knew that i already was.But I was wrong.She never really said anything about me. All along i was the one being distant from her. And I really regret that. Anyway, as time passed we got to know each other and by like the near end of the school year we became great friends! Ain't that right xD

*Pui Teng cuts her hair short*
"Pui Teng haircut so...." (all)
*PT cries*
*pissed off at why people are being so mean*(me)
"Hey you all right?dun give a shit bout what those people think, you look great" (me)
Thats the story of how Pui Teng & I got to know each other :D
Before that it was like"Pass this book to Pui Teng, Mun Keat" (random teacher)
*looks round the class room*
"Pui Teng"???Mdm's who is that?!!?
To Pui Teng, i just wanna say a big thank you for being there for me all the time , for comforting me and for understanding my stupidity. I know it wasn't easy, but you tried your best to understand me a little. Even just a little, and I really appreciate it.You are really fun to be with and to talk to despite the fact that you love hitting me on my head!
"Hey"(me)
*Knocks me on my head*"What the hell was that for??!"(me)
"Dun noe??!!Just felt like it! :) tee hee"*Pui Teng*

Last but not least Chi Yean,the first day i met you it was a real blur...literally..Cause I have no idea how i know you..sry :( Hey, but we turned out alright right ;D
Anywwaayysss,Chi Yean and I got really close and I told her EVERYTHING!well mostly lar.. and well she tells me everything too! Right!?I hope.. xD I'm thankful she was there to lend an ear and listen to my ...stories. Hahaha! Of course, I also listened to hers. ;) Lately she very ganas,to Victor the most..Damm mean!...pms maybe..Dun wanna say anymore, later she marah me :P
It's only been like 3 years with you guys but I've feel like i've known you guys since the day i was born.I'm sure that you guys will be my friends until the very end. (but I do hope that day will
not come!) Much has happened during this year,still, mostly about... well, my heartaches. Though I did feel that you guys were kinda getting tired of me, you were still there. This time, I didn't even know why. I already said it's okay if you don't stay by my side... but still, you guys kept on worrying about me. You guys
don't know how much I appreciate that. All the times I needed you guys, you were there. Through it all, you never left me. You were there to help me mold myself to become the person I am today, the person who's typing this sh*t out. ;) Thank you, guys. You helped me grow a lot. You helped me realize that... there really is a
rainbow after the
rain.
DO YOU GUYS HAVE ANY IDEA WHAT MY LIFE WOULD BE WITHOUT YOU? It would be meaningless, lonely, pointless, and very, very, very depressing. Without you guys, there wouldn't be anyone to help me get up every time I fell on the ground. Without you guys, there wouldn't be any shoulder to cry on. Without you guys, there would be no meaning to the word "happiness" at all. You guys are all I need to be happy :D
Anyways head starting to hurt..so much writing...
Going camping tomorrow, won't be back till Saturday night?..till then...